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waking up with the sun.it was 6:40 just a few minutes ago but now it is 8 o'clock and your cheek iswaking up with the sun. by disconcerting
imprinted with the wrinkles of the pillow i gave you
it was 2 o'clock yesterday but then it was 5 o'clock and we found ourselves
high as fuck in my home with cool bong rips and a blunt still settling in our
we tried to make love but with drooping eyes, i held you instead and said
let's just wait, let's just be still and you did not stop me and i smiled in my
i love you, i tell you too often. i love you, you tell me too often. and yet the
phrase has not dulled, our tongues are still as earnest as they were in your
grandmother's floral guest bed the first morning we let our secrets spill.
for you, i keep my teeth white
and make up nice
and pussy pristine
and tumbling, i careen
into your arms when we're drunk
until i've shrunk against
your skin and i can breathe
it is 8:15 and your milky skin makes me wish i could drink you right up
with a batch of homemade cookies and a healthy dose of nostalgi
Noticed in CommittingI started committing suicides. They were small at first, but more grandiose as the months passed.Noticed in Committing by enigmaticsmile
At first, I came up with basics: wrist slashing, hanging, overdose, jumping off a building, and stepping off in front of bus. They were all very mundane, really, and if not done properly you just end up living very, very painfully. It was after those routine ways to snuff oneself that I began to get creative.
There was going into a biker bar nude and starting fights with drunk bikers. And when I say "fights", I mean with a knife in my hand. That was a fun night. Everyone was freaked out and angry at the same time. They all wanted to kill me, but they didn't want to touch me either. Eventually, though, they did.
Oh, another good one was sneaking into one of those giant dump trucks at a quarry and letting them dump tons of excavated rocks on me. The driver of the loader always sees you just as it's too late and tries to stop the load.